♥ My happy ENDING ? ? ?

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I know that nobody's perfect, but this won't stop me from hoping that someday, someone who's perfect for me will come. He will be a faithful , sweet and funny boyfriend. He will have his patience to me and accept me for who I am. We will be good together and for each other. 


Someday, I will fall in love with the right person, at the right time, and for all the right reasons. And when that happens, I will not get so caught up in him that I will forget the little things I love about myself like a romantic and a sweet girl. (haha) He will help me achieve my little goals everyday, and even support me in pursuing my grandest, craziest dream: to be a successful NURSE :)


I may not run into the person I deserve anytime soon, but that's okay; I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm not in a hurry. I know that right guy is out there, and he is also looking for me. And when we do find each other, it will be real and wonderful life i will have. And I will know for sure that the long wait-and maybe even the heartbreaks that came with it-was totally worth it. :) 

happy mother's day mama

happy mother's day mama

My mom died of ovary cancer 9 years ago, when I was nine yrs old. I find lately that I am still grieving for her, especially as this is Mother's Day weekend. I grieved her death when it happened, but I think it was in some indirect way that had to do with childhood defense mechanisms. I am trying to understand why, after all this time, I am finally grieving for her fully. Maybe it's just that the pain is not as acute as it was during those first few years. 


There are times when I long to hear ur voice,& feel ur arms around me.U're my guardian angel. I LOVE YOU MAMA AND WISH U WERE STILL HERE ♥ HAPPY MOTHER’S DAY!